to put it down...I hope I do not bore you...Dolly
RIGHT BEFORE YOU...
I saw a current photo taken of you in a rushed moment of your busy life..
I think of the life we shared for so long...I was right before you..
and I was all that mattered...all my thoughts and dreams were built around you..
finally I had found someone I wanted to open the locked door of my heart to..
but when you give someone your all..leaving nothing for yourself...love
gets burned out..fades under the pressure of lack of oxygen..of burning to having
your own sense of self...I was right before you..in front of you and
yet you could not see me...how much your fading slowly away was
killing me....I was right in front of you when you let it all slip away..
and I admit I am not over you....
You were right in front of me..and I took you for granted..that all your
love would forever be mine..spoiled I held your heart..and dropped it
in pursuit of my own desires...I could not see the nights you spent alone
that you were building walls that would keep me away from you...
You were right in front of me but I could not see the value of you...
I was unaware I was losing your love as I continued to push ahead with
my own thoughts of how I thought our life should be...
the love over...you were right in front of me when you said good-bye
none of my tears could weaken your resolve...I had gone too far...
You were right in front of me when you turned your back to leave...
I lost you and a huge part of myself....and now as time has gone
bye ..I see your photograph....and find I no longer know you...
as I used to be able to read your face...but not anymore.....
no one to blame, no one at fault....but deep inside I know
it is me...for not seeing you when you were right in front of me...
do you mind if i copy ? i don't want to lose it either.
